So a few weeks back, with finally some time and the urge to actually boot up the XBOX I finally got myself to finish Assassin’s Creed III. And it’s about time too as my last achievement date which I think was also my last play date was something like December 27 2012.

I don’t think I’ve ever left a game that long without playing it, maybe I have.

I’ve mentioned this before, but the AC series is one of my favourite game series to date, and I have enjoyed the games immensely. And found when I booted the game I was in the last sequence and so didn’t have that much to complete. And well when everything was said and done, I was rather underwhelmed.

I was also frustrated because although I’d finished the ‘In the Animus’ portion I had some elements to finish up in the ‘outside the Animus’ missions and did mange to get myself rather lost and then frustrated negotiating the map.

I’m not sure why, maybe because I managed to get spoiled on the ending pretty soon after getting the game, or had a rough idea of what happened. Maybe because I’d left the game so long that finishing didn’t feel like a compulsion or a thrill it felt a bit like a chore, a thing hanging over my head that had to be finished. Or maybe because of leaving it so long I’d forgotten a large chunk of what had happened over the course of the game.

I didn’t have much reaction, not the relief of besting the game, not annoyance at how the ending panned out, not joy at seeing that arc completed, not a sense of achievement, not confusion at what happened.

Just nothing.

I also found I had less urge to chase up after all the objects as I did in previous games and find areas and items to unlock.

Maybe if I leave it a while then come back and try and complete the game and try and do a bit more searching my reaction will be different.


*Blows off Dust* Hey Look An Ezio!

Well, it’s been a while since I’ve updated here. I’ve honestly had little material for this blog but my art blog however has been a lot more active.

Anyway, I got this on Friday but only got a decent photo today.
That, I believe is the PVC statuette that came with the ‘super’ collector’s edition of Assassin’s Creed Revelations. I didn’t initally realise what it was until I got it as I thought it was just  one of the ‘normal’ action figures. He’s sitting on my currently empty desk until I can find a better spot for him. I have a few weeks off college so I’m going to try and get my room cleaned up a bit and probably do my usual collection sort out.

Mortality in Video Games or Why I like Assassin’s Creed So Much

Strange title I know but bare with me. This will all make sense, hopefully. Also, be warned if you have no played the whole series in question as this will most likley have a spoiler or two.

So today as I couldn’t really think of anything to do and I’d been meaning to do it for a while I decided to look up Assassin’s Creed: Embers. As a quick overview, this is a short (as in about 20 minute) animated film set after Revelations  to contiune a little bit of the Assassin’s Creed storyline. In this video Ezio has retired from being an assassin, has gotten married to Sofia and has two children and is living out his days in the Tuscan countryside.

It is also a film that shows Ezio’s death.

And that is what I wanted to talk about, death and mortality in general in video games. (Wow, that makes me sound rather morbid)

Although it would seem that death is a very common theme in games. Heck, it’s the main part in most they never really seem to actually hit on mortality. Sure you cut your way through eneimes, you die chances are you’ll respawn but mortality? Nah.

Assassin’s Creed is a series though that seems to highlight this. Asssassin’s Creed II where we first meet Ezio the first scene we see of him is his birth, it then skips 17 years to show him as a young man. And over the course of two more games we see him age and then finally we see him die in Embers. It’s an interesting series for that aspect as playing through the games we get to watch him mature. When it starts, Ezio is a young man, he is cocky, bold, atheltic and maybe just a tad immature. By the end of the game, he’s older and  a bit wiser.

Brotherhood comes around, Ezio is older and unlike his younger self he’s maybe just a bit calmer, less rage, less motivated by revenge he’s grown up between games and you can tell he’s getting older. Instead of just reskinning him to make him look older they make him act older. Revelations comes around and he’s aged even more and it shows. The once cocky teen is now a middle aged man, he moves slower is less motivated by revenge can control his emotions and he is tired and wanting to retire from his life as an assassin and put it behind him.

During Revelations we also find out about Altair instead of the game just leaving him as a never aging one time character. Like Ezio he goes from being young and arrogant to being older and wiser. Through the snapshots we recieve of Altair’s life we see him, we see him loose his wife, one of his children and see him disappear. Each time he comes back he’s older, a bit slower he reclaims his place as the mentor and works to rebuild the order but each time we can see him getting older, wanting a end to this. Until that last memory where we trace his last steps.

In Embers we see that Ezio is old, he’s got grey hair, wrinkles, moves slowly and wheezes. He is no longer physically fit in a way he is a shadow of his former self. We can tell it’s nearing his time and he knows as well as he says “I knew I wouldn’t have time to do everything but now I fear I don’t have time to do anything”.  And in those final scenes we see him slowly pass away in the middle of a Florentine market with his wife and daughter around him. Just before his passing we see a young man, chastising the women of Firenze a man who is very much like Ezio when we first meet him, in response Ezio states that the city is not the problem, but that the man himself is.

I think, that is what makes this series great. The fact that unlike many other the protagonist isn’t invincible and never aging that you get to follow them through their life story and ultimatley see their final moments. Not many games do that.

I will finish with this letter from the end of Embers:

“When I was a young man, I had liberty, but I did not see it. I had time, but I did not know it. And I had love, but I did not feel it. Many decades would pass before I understood the meaning of all three. And now, the twilight of my life, this understanding has passed into contentment.

Love, liberty, and time: once so disposable, are the fuels that drive me forward. And love, most especially, mio caro. For you, our children, our brothers and sisters. And for the vast and wonderful world that gave us life, and keeps us guessing. Endless affection, mio Sofia.

Forever yours,
Ezio Auditore.”


So it’s been a bit quiet on here. I finally got a bunch of glitch videos I caught a while back.

I admit, some of these the quality is a bit off recording one handed is not easy.

A Good Start!

So a little bit before Christmas I did a trade with Princess_Luvlee over on the MLPArena and today her half finally arrived!
Mmm candy….
A close up of the main girl herself, G1 Movie version Firefly.
Here she is with my other Firelies. She’s one of my favourite G1’s as you could probably tell:P

But there’s more
She made a little custom of one of my persona ponies, Clipper, and gave her a little Assassin Hood!
Here she is hoodless.
She’s made some friends already as you can see. 😉

And one last thing.
One of the extras I got was a little plastic kennel which as you can see has a LPS type toy in it of a little cat. Named Snowball apparently.

So, it would seem this years off to a pretty good start!
In non pony ‘real world’ stuff I sent off an application to a kennel job, so now we play the waiting game. If you’ll excuse me I’ll be trying desperately to find my way into Narnia via the wardrobe…

Of Mini Assassins and Flying Horses

I meant to post about this a while back but forgot. I found this in Game just before Christmas and grabbed one for me and my best friend. He now lives on my backpack to gaurd against Templars.
And also, look at this beautiful flying horse, can’t you see her maaaaaagical wings?

Posters as Far as the Eye Can See…


I’ve decided to start putting up some posters onto my walls. I intend to get some more and probably before long there may be wall to wall posters given the chance.  Please ignore the teddy bear picnic wallpaper, I’ve had this room since the age of about 7 and to be fair it could do with a makeover.


The two ponies were done by NeonCrystal of the MLPArena

The elf, is my character Jez and she was drawn by Kat Nicholson aka TheDreamWolf on DeviantART. She’ll be at MCM expo next week to do sketch commissions for charity /shameless plug. 😛

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